shuxian: enjoys cold minty shower in the morning, reading in the train, getting lost in daydreams, running in the open, browsing in a bookstore, having a slice of cake in the afternoon


okay, i am PANICKING officially...!
damn it damn it damn it. i flipped through my notes and i realised, WHAT THE HELL AM I READING? turn to study guide and THAT EXAMINER said, 'the only reading required for this subject is my (notice, MY) text... ... this subject guide acts as a supplementary resource, with the text as the main resource. Each chapter forms a extension (!) to a corresponding chapter in the text with the same title. you must have a copy of the text to be able to study this unit.'
WHAT THE HELL? SHIT!
now, i must have it. and it cost $130!!! i am considering waiting for grace to lend me her kino card... but i must have it today!!!
uh no!!! it is coming out from my aussie trip fund!!!
oh dear... how can i not panic??? seriously?
stress level: Dangerous Zone!!!

i dreamt of bernice and fel last night. i was having dinner with fel when bernice, wearing that brown top and carrying her orange bag, walked in and shouted, SURPRISE!!! apparently, she sneaked back to singapore to celebrate fel's birthday!!! i must be missing her alot... i could still remember her bag... very old, think she used it in sec 4 and j1? the setting is pretty weird though, we were having dinner at habour city shopping centre (located in hong kong) even though we 'know' that we are in singapore. maybe it has got something to do with mandy's tagboard... -_- all i could say is that, i miss bernice... i know that at one point of time i was pretty close to her... and she had to hear all my cryings about ben and stuff... and then, we drifted off (must be llonel, must be ben!)... but still, i love her... the dream seemed so real... truly.