shuxian: enjoys cold minty shower in the morning, reading in the train, getting lost in daydreams, running in the open, browsing in a bookstore, having a slice of cake in the afternoon


is it true that if your shit is super dark brown in colour, chances are your internals are bleeding??? cos that's my mum's theory and till now... i am still sick with sharp stomach pains and more than occasional toilet visiting.. can someone please tell me that my mum's wrong???


lalalala...


=) what else?

england got into Quarter Finals!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHH!!! more of lampard sighting. =) but seriously, with Svens managing the team, i dont think they will get int semi finals... portugal wont be an easy opponent...
that aside... i am still hurting from the decision i've made... i still feel like going up to mummy and say, HECK... i am going... i dont want to back track what i have said so i am trying to live on with it...
damn... i only wish i can emerge out of this, as an independent, smart and sassy WOMAN... (dont think that would happen so soon though)

God's Almighty!!!
i got a job today... starting tmr... at OCBC centre, 40th storey high up... working 9-630... am i happy? YES!!! hopefully it would enlarge my working contacts and my banking experiences... hopefully, i get to meet some millionaires and get married the next day and be a tai tai forever... =)
but there's hitch... i have to start digging out my working attire again!!! more reasons to shop though... and this time round, i am going to start collecting more suits and jackets... =)

seriously believe that if you let God lead you, you wont be disappointed... He knows what you REALLY want and NEED...


one more pic from world cup... crossing my fingers tonight...

just when i thought everything was going my way...
am down with food posioning... been in and out of the toilet so many times that i decided to sit in for half an hour, gross... went to thomson medical centre AGAIN... and gosh, i finally concluded that i should marry a doctor... they are ripping my mum's purse apart!!! =)
cant mummy understand that recovery is slower with constant nagging???
imagine a day out since 10am in the morning and only to reach home at 12... (i seriously think i got food posioning from last night's bbq...) and then to have a deep conversation with mummy and kor... and to make a decision at 4 in the morning... and then sleeping with the uneasy peace for 7 hours... the rest of the day was spent coming to the terms with my decision and trying to find the courage to put it into action... i am not feeling very happy at the moment... yet, i feel relieved... HUH? i dont know... but i really feel relaxed... besides the fact that someone out there is going to kill me.

ha! my predictions were pretty close, right??? except i didnt really think that USA was THAT lousy... aiyoh... what a shame... and to think about it... Czech got kicked out!!! oh my goodness... was hoping italy and czech.... sigh...
all in all,
czech-italy; 0:2
ghana-usa; 2:1
japan-brazil; 1:4
croatia-australia; 2:2...
=)
hmmmm... i hope south korea will win tonight's game... at least, we have an asian team in the final 16s... france better win tonight if they want to qualify!!!

for some reasons, i couldnt seem to spot frank lampard on the adidas advertistment everytime i passed by it... =( then again, marie seems to think dirty about the word 'lampard', hahahhaah... =)
check out adidas website... click on 'ads and downloads' and then the beckham picture, +10... you can view the entire advertistment... =)heehee... happy exploring... hahahhah...
predicting the scores for
Czech Republic-Italy; 1-2
Ghana-USA; 0-0 (both pretty lousy!)
Japan-brazil; 0-2
Croatia-Australia; 1-1
hmmmm.... let's see how close i am! =)


another picture of frank!


beads are a bit blur... but i like them!!! stars, stars, stars!


current read... catherine cookson AGAIN... =)


headache...


my would-be timetable... those in purple are 'if i pass ME...'

ever have some words trapped in your mouth?
i am keeping these two messages in my inbox, to kick myself hard in good times and bad.


found some more pictures on F. Lampard!!!


number 8!


=) e'nuff said


lookie!!! my new winnie the pooh bear!!! oh next to it is what i am currently reading...


new t-shirts... how can i resist winnie the pooh???

just as i have predicted, i am totally bummed out after exams...
spent like the entire afternoon and evening watching prison break, which by the way, ROCKS hundred times better than desperate housewives... think those in australia should have seen it... (according to leonard) anyway, the story is about this guy being sentenced to death for something he didnt do. then his brother, a structual engineer robbed a bank to get into the same prison as him to help him break out... what his brother brought along is a tattooed body, a cleverly disguised blueprint of the prison.... so, the whole story is about how they try to break out with ingenious ideas... cool. should catch...
anyway, i havent finished with it yet... realised that i would die from watching tv all day... didnt manage to finish 13 espiodes yesterday (thank God) and someone wanted to make me continue today. over my dead body.

i am home at long last...
went for dim sum buffet and it was a blast... i havent had this much fun ever since dont know when... it was the kind of laugh out jokes... i guess ben was right, leonard is way too cool. =)

well, staring at my room, looking at the amount of storybooks to wrap, textbooks to clear and dust to clean i just wish... i have a maid. -sheepish grin- kidding. i will get to it soon... anyway, i was thinking, if i never step into that corner, why is that corner filled with hair??? weird. i need a trip to ikea.

and thank God my mens is here today!!! right after my exams!!! Thank YOU...

my exams are over!!!
for the record, i actually walked out of the exam hall 40 minutes early!!! hahahhaha... well, i wrote down all that i could remember and then... THEN, my brain died on me... it was like breathing my last words on earth... pouf! the brain went zzzzzzzzzzzzz... so instead of reading through my horrific handwrittings i decided to hand in and go shopping!!! yup yup, i puke at my handwritting along the way... cant imagine the marker can actually tolerate tons of these rubbish, that is assuming the others are as bad as mine... heehee...!
oh and the first thing i did, i walked into robinson's lingerie department!!! how perverted huh? heehee, coincidence... went in search for my race car but they dont have it there... damn it... so i went over to OG...
back then, i had nikkon race car no no to be exact my kor had one and i drove it into the drain... imagine, then a $200 toy car into the drain and spoilt.. kinda feel for my mum... cant find any nikkon race car today... the race-y kind one... i hate those minatures of real cars... so... adult-niesh.... anyway, they dont have so i have to settle for this one... it is the closest i could find...
=) now, according to me, someone's childhood is complete. =) =)!

psssssssst. what i really really want for my 21st birthday is a nikkon ship/helicopter!!! the one that can really move in the water/fly in the air... it wont cost much... a few hundred dollars ONLY... HINT HINT HINT!!!


look! my first official post exam purchase!!!


my handphone soft toy, my penquin earrings, my football score card and my book...


handmade card!!!

there you go darling, frank's photos... hahahhahaha...
i am officially brain dead... wrote so much that i have a blister on my poor tiny little pinkie finger... sigh... three hours of writting ahead, i seriously dont know what to feel...
pooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo....
i remembered saying that i shall organise a gathering for my primary school mates... i havent seen them in ages! and then i pondered over how to contact them since i seriously lost contact with all except one.. then then then, last night while tossing and turning in my bed, i had a message from huifang... (how she get my no.?) saying this friday there is a dinner... hah! =) the dinner is not confirmed though and i am kinda looking forward to it... hmmmmmmmmm....

YES YES YES!!! tomorrow is 14th!!! YES!


frank!


frank in the middle...


frank on the right

i have came to notice that usually older siblings or oldest siblings to be exact are more forceful and dictative... they tend to be the leading voice in a group... they tend to express themselves more vocally and most of the time, want people or expect people to do it their way...
then i notice, that younger or youngest siblings are more submissive... their favourite saying is, 'anything' or 'up to you'. they tend to follow what others say... they are a bit more childish i guess in terms of behaviour... (i was reminded of rose and how indecisive both of us were together... sigh...)
today, going out for lunch with kor made me appreciates being the youngest in the family... i felt protected (somehow, dont ask me why...) i felt vulnerable... on several topics, i had the urge to say, NO... and blah blah blah... but i assumed the role of a little sister and blindly agreed to everything he said. it is that kind of big protecting the small, strong protecting the weak kind of feeling... hard to describe...
sometimes, i wonder, how many people still refer to their brother/sister by kor, jay, di and mei. my brother has never called me by my name... and he doesnt even know how to spell it!!!! damn it. hahahha... and i have never addressed him by his real name...
and i realised that recently, i hate ordering!!! if i go out with ben, he does all the talking, if i go out with my brother, he does all the talking too... and if i am with my friends... somehow, they do the talking 80% of the time! (i love to go out with bern!!!) hahahha...
i am glad i am the youngest of the family...
=)

hahahhahahha... sorry folks... i really really like frank lampard... heehee... go read his profile... he is AmAzing!

8 LAMPARD Frank

Date of birth: 20 June 1978
Height: 177 cm
Weight: 78 kg
Position: Midfielder
Current Club: Chelsea (ENG)
Int'l Goals: 11 (as of 10-Jun-2006)
Int'l Caps: 41 (as of 10-Jun-2006)
First Int'l Cap: England v. Belgium (10-Oct-1999)

Club History
1995 West Ham United (ENG)
1995-1996 Swansea City (ENG) - Loan
1996-2001 West Ham United (ENG)
Since 2001 Chelsea (ENG)



Profile
Voted England’s Player of the Year by supporters of the national team in 2004 and 2005, Frank Lampard has been an inspirational figure for both club and country in that time. He was England’s top scorer in the qualifiers for the FIFA World Cup™ and provided Chelsea’s main source of goals during their successive Premiership triumphs in 2004/05 and 2005/06.
Lampard, who came second behind Ronaldinho in the 2005 voting for FIFA World Player of the Year, has worked hard to achieve his current status in the game. Steven Gerrard, his partner in England’s midfield, considers him “probably the most improved player in the world” over the last two years, describing his progress in that time as “unbelievable”.

A schoolboy cross-country runner, Lampard his shown plenty of resilience in his rise up the football ladder. It is now ten seasons since Lampard made his debut for West Ham United, the club where he grew up under the watchful gaze of his father and uncle, Frank Lampard Sr and Harry Redknapp, who were assistant manager and manager respectively.

There were ups and downs at Upton Park for the young Lampard, as he recalled when he collected his award for the English Football Writers’ Player of the Year in May 2005. “I remember running on the touchline and being told, ‘Go and sit down with your uncle and dad because you’re not good enough to get on the pitch’,” he said.

Lampard gradually began to fulfil his promise as a goalscoring midfielder, registering seven-goal hauls in each of his last two seasons with West Ham, before he joined Chelsea in an £11million transfer in 2001. By this time he was an England international, having made his debut came against Belgium in 1999, but it was not until the 2003/04 season that he finally won a regular starting place in the national side.

Since coming off the bench to claim his first goal for England in the 3-1 friendly win against Croatia in August 2003, however, Lampard has become a near-permanent presence on Sven-Goran Eriksson’s team sheet. He ended 2003/04 with ten league goals for Chelsea and then struck three times as England reached the last eight at UEFA EURO 2004, his first senior international tournament.

If those figures were impressive then in the intervening two years, Lampard has got even better. Blessed with supreme fitness, a keen eye for goal and, in his own words, “a natural determination to compete”, he has become one of the best attacking midfielders in world football.

He is vice-captain at Chelsea and together with John Terry and Joe Cole brings some English ‘spirit’ to Jose Mourinho’s multi-national collective. Of course, he brings much more than that: Lampard played 164 consecutive league games over the course of the last five seasons and was a key contributor as Chelsea captured successive league titles in 2004/05 and 2005/06, scoring 29 Premiership goals in that period.

For England, Lampard was on target in five of their ten Germany 2006 qualifiers and set the seal on a successful campaign with the winning goals in the final two fixtures against Austria and Poland. He struck from the spot against the Austrians, having taken over the penalty-taking duties from David Beckham, while against Poland it was an exquisite volleyed effort that won the match – a goal struck with the confidence becoming a player at the very top of his game.

adapted from 2006 FIFA World Cup Official Site

'i love ben and i love you too...'
i never had a real grandmother... a loving one... and hearing that means the whole world to me...
would love to decorate my blog with some new photos update... BUT i cant seem to find any workable batteries at home... -shrieks- sigh...
on 2nd of june...
my thoughts on bora, 'great, one week to prepare for bora... not too bad...'
on 9th of june...
4 more days to bora, 'not too late, 2 chapters a day, still can make it...'
today...
(at chapter 4) 'finish chapter 5&6 by evening and chapter 7 to 9 by midnight...' shit, i forgot... today's so you think you can dance's finale... and desperate housewives...
aint i just screwed... AGAIN?? well, well, well... ben is going to take me and leonard to dim sum buffet on thursday (finally!) who cares about wednesday...

-jump around, jump around, jump around-
(you know, platform bed is cool... you can bounce to your heart's content without needing to worry about the bedframe. hahahhahahhahah...!

oh oh oh, did i mention how much i adore Frank Lampard...??? move over beckham (not that i am a fan of his anyway...), Lampard rulez!!!! hahahhahha... i love lampard... okay okay... shall shutup about him... someone's green with envy i think. heehee!

changed my layout again and i think this time round, this is IT.... i love the flower i drew... and i 'kinda designed' my own layout... hah! scrapped the links to other blogs cos i figured no one needs it (and i dont use it anyway...)
yup yup yup.
from this very second onwards, i am going to (TRY) be a cheerful and happy and light headed person... i am not going to bogged down by mundane people's stuff... i am going to (TRY) fill this blog with loads and loads of pictures and smilez...
well, i know part of me still does all the brooding... BUT BUT BUT, definitely not here!
=)here is my new invented hp smile

;-')

read URBAN this morning and i had a sudden urge to get a vespa!!! hahahha... a cream colour would be nice... hahaha... i think my ancestors would turn in their grave if i get one!!! and i would be contradicting myself since i have forbidden someone to get a bike. but a vespa is COOOOOOOOOL... and CHEAP! hahahhah...
my com is infected with spyware and damn! all the free anti spyware are actually paid versions... cheaterbug, free download but not free usage! any good recommendations?? i guess i have to fork out some money but which is the best???

it is hard to fall asleep before a paper. you doubt your preparations, you are not sure if the paper is hard or easy... blah blah blah. but i slept like a pig the night before my ME paper and i couldnt sleep last night!! boo...
-pinch my cheek- i need to move on!!!

met jessie on the train, how coincidental! and then we spotted kwokping too! hmmm... the paper was hard. enough said. none that i have studied came out... wont blame the examiner cos we arent supposed to spot topics in the first place... but i got a feeling that she either got dumped again and so she is venting it out on us. sigh, and i didnt even realise that i didnt touch my calculator at all.

i wish i can sound cheerful and bimboie but i cant...