shuxian: enjoys cold minty shower in the morning, reading in the train, getting lost in daydreams, running in the open, browsing in a bookstore, having a slice of cake in the afternoon


4 more minutes to desperate housewives and i dont know what to do... so here i am, doing a quickie blog...

HK part I
err... i know this is so out of point now... i should be relating how is it like on the first day... but this is something i cant wait to tell.
we were upgraded on our return trip. WE FLEW BUSINESS CLASS!!!
WOHOOO...
hahaha.... actually, we didnt really have to be upgraded.
we reached the airport at 6:30 and the plane was almost full... then the woman at the counter told us, we have to be separated. two seats in front and one seats RIGHT at the back... then me and marie was practically whinning at the counter... (what marie said later was that all of us looked real panic....) as i told marie that we can get an upgrade if we were super duper late and all economic class seats are filled. marie hinted LOUDLY for an upgrade. then i tried my best in cantonese and sweet talk to the woman... =) heehee... the next thing i knew, she upgraded all of us! hahahhahahha...
cant believed it. even though, we are still separated but flying by business class made it up for all... hahaha...
oh, D.H. is up, blog later! =)


at ocean park. =) 

haha... i am back from hong kong! =) am still trying to recover from the trip, oh man, you cant believe how tiring i was from the trip. will load some photos up when i have the time. the only comment i have about hong kong is things there are bloody expensive, just realised that one bowl of wanton noodles actually cost about S$6. will blog later again. my room is in a BIG mess!

okay, i have watched star wars, maybe i have been exposed to too many scientific movies and such, i am immune to it. well, it is a great story nonetheless. regarding to the few articles i read on the newspaper about how SW fans going crazy over them, some spending dont know how many hundreds of dollars on it... hmmm. i wondered secretly, how on earth would one do that? no offence to all SW fans out there, a movie is JUST a movie to me. and that is that.
anyway,
i am so screwed. i still havent pack my bag yet. yup, the thought of me running here and there, folding the clothes and whatever whatever... turns me off. pa says that HK is still going to be a bit cold, grace's mum says it will be cold, grace's dad's friend who is HK says it is really hot there. who's right? beats me.


trying to spend more time with me before i am out of town... =) 

am currently being bad influenced by ben.
check out the song by the eastside boyz, Get Low... full of **** and i kept humming to it... oh yeah, he introduced me to this song too, Mockingbird by Eminem. i esp like the part where it goes
'And if that mockingbird don't sing and that ring don't shine
I'mma break that birdies neck
I'd go back to the jewler who sold it to ya
And make him eat every carat don't fuck with dad'
hahahah... interesting song huh?
i better go come out with a list to pack my luaggage before it is too late. sighz...

my paper finished two hours ago... did 3 essays outta 4. reason being... i did selective studying... can only do 3 questions. anyway, i wont have the time to do the 4th one even if i know how cos i told almost an hour each for every question... finished my last sentence 15mins before times' up so i decided to leave first.
cant believe that feeling man... exhilarating! hahah...

what to do until tuesday.
this evening: a trip to change for HK$
tomorrow: meet the rest of the gang after their IBM paper and then attend rciy
saturday: spend quality time with ben in the morning and afternoon... and then dinner with family.
sunday: got to be at risen christ in the morning, go gym with kor in the afternoon... bump around with family.
monday: spend time with ben... evening got to go for dinner at calton hotel...

hmmm... oh, i missed out packing my luaggage. will see how to do about it... =)

-gasp-!
one more paper to go! ONE MORE PAPER TO GO.
many many thanx to my soci teacher i must say... she spotted almost all the questions...! and many many thanx to my laziness which resulted me into thinking this during exams, 'this LOOKS familiar' and this 'didnt kavari especially go through this in class?' and 'shit, PLEASE let me recall what i have learnt during lecture!!!'
you should get an idea how i would score for the paper lah.
anyway, you know what? after exams while waiting for marie to go toilet, becky and dawn they all decided to go home and rest... i was thinking of doing so when my phone suddenly rang. it is BERNICE!!! =) heehee... cant bear to say no so i met her and her sis... hahha... and found out that melissa actually knows who Dawn is. higher chance of getting my levi back!
anyway, today is a damn shiok day. =)


the beautiful weather thats only possible becos of God 


our 3rd anniversary. 


muai baybi tiggar! 

i just realised that for the past few posts i have been whinning and whinning about my exams... well, i mean, that IS the most significant part of my life for the time being... but then, this exam really showed me how precious friendship can be... i really have a enjoyable time out there... E.g, Grace is always so cute... i dont know, she can just make me laugh... and this morning, i was laughing and laughing that i even forget to feel stressed about econs... hahha... and then, dawn and marie just reminds me of fel and bern. when they laugh they just cant stop. and their laugh is so contagious that you subconsciously laugh with them too... what the heck.
i still dont get it why marie keep laughing at my tweety bird tissue. IT IS CUTE WHAT! sigh.

okay, i have done my econs paper...
so that means i am left with 2 more papers to go... i have mixed feelings now... i want to go hong kong asap but i dont want to do the papers... so sad...
anyway, today was blistering cold lah. i wore a purple =) wool top which is supposed to be VERY thick, and i was still shivering... went into the exam hall and i thought, gosh, at this rate, i am so going to freeze. so i put on my sweater. guess what, halfway through my paper, i am shivering like mad. gosh... the chill really bit into my bones...
anyway, i collected my passport... the first thing grace saw my photo, she was like, aiyoh, you looked so old inside, as if you are so working class women. -gasp- i absolutely have no comments man...

2 papers down, 3 more to go...
that's what becky said after the horrible maths paper today. well, if you asked me how i felt about the paper... my only comment, it was designed to kill.
anyway, in absolutely NO mood to study for econs now... i dont know... this is a super long marathon to me... i really dont know how i am going to bypass it but... i dont know, man. i hate waking up at insane hours... cramming into the mrt with all the other workers... half memorising half sleeping throughout the 45mins trip to expo. wait an hour before going into hall 5 where i am subjected to freezing temperatures. and then dread the idea of going home from expo cos it means either a LONG bus ride or a LONG mrt ride. sigh.
BUT
there are a tiny winy little bit interesting things here and there... or rather interesting guys... like this ABC i saw today... so cute, and i was standing ... okay, long story, skipped. but he looked totally awesome. =) told ben about it and he doesnt seem to be that happy that i actually find someone cute. okay, i swear, i would have the same reaction if he comes out to me and says something like that. but i dont know man, i wont flirt with guys, and i mean it. i seriously dont, and i have problems even talking with them... not that i would stammer and shy away, i just cant think of a topic to say or... you know, interact. i love ben, i always do. even though when things are upside down. and i think if we ever breakup, i will never date again. hmmm... then again, 13 may is here soon. =)

just came back from my stats paper and i am ... as good as dead.
oh well, i am not too sure whether i can PASS my paper anot. and i JUST realised that IF i dont PASS this paper, i MIGHT as well redo another year.
and even if i DID pass my stats paper, i NEED to score 80 or so, IN ORDER to get a B for maths over all.
well, how is that registering in my mind? i dont know man...
and guess what, they are tearing down an apartment behind my house. the flat trembles every minute... and the noise they produce is deafening.
oh well... can you tell that i am not very happy?

i dont know why i am still surfing the net but i realised that last minute cramming isnt going to do me any good. but then, i still have the last 2 chapters which i know nuts about it so... i still got to do so last minute stuffs...
whatever, heck.
i realised that stress is something that we have to deal with very often. and there are a number of people who cant take it too well. i am not that strong, for example... but there is this extreme case...

mark: do you all know who is sheena tan
me:no...
(looked at grace and she shook her head)
mark: she committed suicide yesterday.
me and grace: -GASP- WHAT?!
mark: yeah, her mum called this morning to confirm, the whole office was talking about her since 8 o'clock.

my oh my.... i am speechless. but i am really grateful... to all my uni frens, thx for always being so patient and forever encouraging me to study... i find strength in you all. to darling ben, we have a few HUGE tiffs recently but nonetheless, you still love me... for that, you make me happy... huiwen and shouie, THANK YOU for meeting me and well, chatting with me... i definitely released alot of stress in between... to my ij click, =) thank you too... sigh...

so Good Luck for the UOL papers tomorrow... it wont be too soon before we are in hong kong. ;-)


our econs teacher, Mark Harris 


us celebrating Grace's b'day in the consultation coom... 

THIS IS IT!
i will be flying off to hong kong on 24th!
woooooohoooooo....
hahahha.... i anticipate shopping and more shopping and more shopping! hahhah...
cant be happier man...
one thing that stresses me is i have to say hi to my relatives (my God aunt) on behalf of my parents... no more childish whinnings, no more silly smiles and stuffs. i have to be presentable. gosh! and it makes me even more conscious about reaching 20. sigh... but then, HOPEFULLY, they can cook the shanghai nian kao for me... i missed it. which reminds me i have to learn my dialect from pa. sigh. all in barely a few weeks and i feel i have so much to do.
then again, shopping.
another look at my living room, i cant help but to moan... i have to clean up my house after exams, before my trip... which is like 5 days in between... vacumm the floor, clean it, throw out the newspaper, rearrange EVERYTHING. urrrhh...