shuxian: enjoys cold minty shower in the morning, reading in the train,
getting lost in daydreams, running in the open, browsing in a bookstore, having a slice of cake in the afternoonThursday, April 28
this is so hilarious..
i arranged a date for ben. HAHAH...
thing is,
i asked leonard whether he is free this evening and whether he would like to meet ben....
he was like
'Are u setting up a date with me and ben? Haha.. Anywhere la..'
so i pretended to meet ben and
...
hahahah...
this is so fun!
Wednesday, April 27
my papers are just around the corner and i realised that i havent been doing much studying... life to me is pretty mucht the same...
i still get hooked by the com somehow...
i still meet up with friends...
i still go out
i still quarrel and get upset
i still sit around and do nothing
i still read my eddings book
i still watch tv
i still go for movies...
i realised that, just because exam is here and there is plenty to study, life still goes on...
all the best to eveyone out there who is studying or having the ball of their life...
by the way, i really hate to study... am complempting the idea of dropping my degree and 'chuan xi jie' hahah... still planning... I DO HATE STUDYING.
Tuesday, April 26
life cant be better!
even MU is up already...
okay, i know this is really sad... after SO long i am still playing mu.... but then it is still better than solitaire right? hahah...

the dead bird
was reading fel's comment on my tagboard and suddenly i felt so 'puai hiao piat' to post that two pictures up... but that 2 pictures really sum up how i felt...
HAPPY.
considering all that i went through, i was really REALLY happy.
exams are starting on 9th of may... and look what i am doing now??? and i am HOOKED onto solitaire! of all games, i am hooked onto THAT. can you imagine???
ok, come figure my next photo. a dead bird but i would grant ANYONE, ONE WISH (of ANYTHING) if they can tell me the name of the bird. =)
Monday, April 25

in church of the sacred heart.

enough said.
Sunday, April 24
tired of the daily routine
sick of the familiar face
bored of the never-seem-to-end struggle
unable to find the self in you
unable to stick to the principles you believe in
or worst
unable to set your own principles
unable to find peace in life
unable to to see beyond
unable to comprehend and understand
unable to feel for others
unable to love unconditionally
lust, greed, ambitious
a joke
a wimp
a failure
a copycat
dear one
life is like a marathon
you set your pace
you finish your race
sure
you do want to overtake
you do want to win
but
will you? can you?
Saturday, April 23
changed my blog skin... cos the current one is so... dark? a bit depressing...
been really busy...
met shouie, planned for my hong kong trip, fought with ben, lost my study guide and examiners' report, went school and tried to study..., went shopping and bought a polo tee for papa as his b'day present, bought a super nice top for mummy which i intend to 'koop' from her and wear =), made myself super broke...
what else, man?
=)
meanwhile, i am thoroughly excited about this coming hong kong trip... hopefully, HOPEFULLY, it will materialise... it will be a pure shopping trip... planning to stay in prudential hotel which is right on top of a mrt station and a huge shopping mall... hahaha.... and hopefully, i still get to go bangkok too! =)
Wednesday, April 20
talk about sixth sense...
i got a call from marie early early this morning, telling me that a new pope has been elected.
so, i on the tv. the lousy commentator was wondering what name would the new pope choose... she was giving a few names like peter, sth, sth, benedict, sth, sth... and then, i was like, it WILL be benedict.
and five minutes later, Pope Benedict XVI was elected. hahaha... by the way, i didnt think Pope would be Benedict because of someone... really! i just know. can you believe it?
=) i cant be happier...
Friday, April 15
i was alternating between anger and hurt in today's lecture... thinking back, i think mark harris was wondering what happened to me... no wonder i didnt get picked on today... 'Su... su... su...' is how he always calls me... irritating and dumb. then again, ang mo what... what to do? =)
met huiwen today and gosh.. i havent seen her in months... what have i been doing that i have been so busy that i didnt take time off to meet up with her? i seriously cant figure out. =) maybe, now, i will have more time for other friends... maybe.
off to do my econs now...
btw, been eyeing a pair of nine west sandals, erm, slippers more likely, which cost about $135. why all the things i like happens to be so expensive? sheesh... and i am currently hooked on to diamonds now...
'diamonds are a girl's best friend!'
Wednesday, April 6
surprisingly, i cant find words to write down how i really feel.
will blog another time...
Sunday, April 3
my neighbour is playing some hymns VERY LOUDLY... and sadly HER room is just next to mine. and how come i know it is a she? cos she sang so loudly that i wished i have enough guts to shout over... not that her singing is good... she is always outta tune. MAN, here she goes again.
I AM GOING TO BLAST... my RICKY MATIN'S CD. huh.