shuxian: enjoys cold minty shower in the morning, reading in the train, getting lost in daydreams, running in the open, browsing in a bookstore, having a slice of cake in the afternoon


shit
how nice.
tomorrow is not the maths paper i thought i am sitting.
it is
STATISTICS!

i am halfway through my stats... totally bored with normal distribution, confidence intervals... all that A lvl stuffs... very depressing to do (cos i cant do a single qn without refering to something) very delightful to think about (keep thinking since i have learnt it before i dont need to spend so much time on it) =p
went out with cheehwee yesterday for a movie... Howl's moving castle. i think the Howl is such a CUTE guy. forgive me, but i really have a soft spot for jappy cartoon characters... they are all so cute and cute. =) actually, i went to watch it without even knowing it is a cartoon movie... cheehwee picked the movie and i trusted her taste.
then went to hang ten to get some clothes... hate to waste that 50% coupon la... turned out not too bad, got 2 t-shirts, 1 spatt strap, 1 shorts and 1 water bottle. all for $31.5! =) but they packed the wrong thing for me... my spatt strap should be s size and they gave me a XL! sigh, got to make a trip down to change it. sigh.
anyway,
i was just thinking...
i wish my friends dont have to go overseas to study. i wish we are all in singapore, within the distance to meet up and have fun. but then again, because they dont stay in singapore... we are even much closer. God's plan is wonderful.
and speaking of which, i am going to be baptised soon. leonard asked me what my baptism name going to be... i seriously have NO idea... can you all help me think of one?

okay, i finally changed my blogskin... spent less than 10 mins choosing and editing and putting it up. that's a record time for me!
well, if you really want to know how i really feel nowadays... here is it...
nothing beats having a cup of zapple, a bag of ruffles chip and a good book in the evening...
and of course, things are better if you are alone at home too.
do i sound like a loner?
well, i hope i do... these days i have been always out... there's hardly some time where i can sit back and relax and READ. sigh...
well, i am still trying to study... trying very hard...

i finished this book... Tess Gerritsen's The Sinner. here is this part i find it... interesting...

Maura dropped to a crouch beside the body. It lay with its right cheek pressed against the floor. As she bent closer, she saw fully developed breasts-not a child at all, she thought, but a mature woman of small stature, her features obliterated. Feasting scavengers had gnawed hungrily on the exposed left side of the face, devouring skin and even nasal cartilage. The skin still remaining on the torso was deeply pigmented. Hispanic? she wondered, her light beam moving across bony shoulders, and down the knobby ridge of spine. Dark, almost purplish nodules were scattered across the nude torso. she focused her light on the left hip and buttock, and saw more lesions. The angry eruption ran all the way down the thigh and calf to the...
Her flashlight beam froze on the ankle. "My God,"she said.
The left foot was missing. The ankle ended in a stump, the raw edge black with putrefaction.
she shifted her beam to the other ankle, and saw another stump. The right foot was missing as well.
"Now check out the hands," said Crowe, who'd moved close beside her. He added his beam to hers, pooling their light on the arms, which had been tucked into the shadow of the torso.
Instead of hands, she saw two stumps, the edges ragged with the teeth marks of scavengers.
She rocked back, stunned.
"I take it rats didn't eat those clean off," said Crowe.
She stared down at the stained tiles, and saw only small black pools of dried blood near the stumps, no machine-gun splatter. "There was no arterial pressure when these cuts were made. The parts were removed postmortem." She looked at Crowe. "Did you find them?"
"No. He took them. Who the hell knows why?"
"There's a logical reason he might have done it," said Sleeper. "we don't have fingerprints now. We can't I.D. her."
Maura said, "If he was trying to obliterate her identity..." She stared at the face, at the gleam of bone and felt a fresh thrill of horror at its significance. "I need to roll her over," she said.
She took a disposable sheet from her kit and spread it out beside the body. Togehter, Sleeper and Crowe logrolled the corpse on to the sheet.
Sleeper gave a gasp and flinched away. The right side of the face, which had been pressed against the floor, now came into view. So, too, did the single bullet hole, punched into the left breast.
But it was not the bullet wound that had repelled Sleeper. It was the victim's face, its lidless eye staring up at them. Lying against the bathroom tiles, the right side of the face should have been inaccessible to rodent teeth, yet the skin was gone. Exposed muscle had dried in leathery strands and a pearly nubbin of cheekbone poked through.

well, such a interesting book right? go read it too.

it is nice to log on to the internet again... for the past few days i have trying in vain to log on... still dont know what actually happened...
well, sorry folks, for not blogging for the past few days... actually to think about it... it has been weeks since i last blogged eh?
=) well, i actually didnt see the need to blog cos everyone knew what happened to me... i have been sharing and meeting up with them... hah.

anyway, i dont really want to recount what has happened... all those not so happy moments and really happy moments... i must say that i have enjoyed these few months very much... in fact, i wish some people around me would never leave...
i just started studying yesterday, sat the whole day in front of some stupid soci notes... and i realised HOW BORING soci can be...! i was just wondering how useful soci can be in our lives besides making us abit more nosey (sure, learning new ways to analyse things around u...) and ... ?... i dont know...
sigh... econs today... all that IS/LM stuffs.... i am still not seeing the light... HELP!