shuxian: enjoys cold minty shower in the morning, reading in the train, getting lost in daydreams, running in the open, browsing in a bookstore, having a slice of cake in the afternoon


hello,
am back in action...
not really though -wink-
err, exams are like in 6days' time and the truth, i havent being studying... =) okay, am telling myself to burn some midnight oil this week and i am praying i will have the will to do it. i better.
past week i didnt do much, social life was pretty boring except there was and still is, this freak in my life. well, freak. anyway, i had a real chance to find out more about myself.
want to know?
i am NOT GOOD at communicating verbally, and i am 100% sure of it. well, unless i am VERY close to you, OR i am in a good mood. realised this (actually i knew it all along, it is just that...) during the RCIY camp. it was fun, i am sure changyi did enjoy it. the Sir Bobaye and its theme songs was tummy aching funny and the constipation song and the fanastic sessions given by Bro Mike (haha... he is 189cm tall! and Bro Paul is only 187cm!!!) cool... heehhee. but then, i after a while, i didnt really wish to talk... was brooding over something bro mike had said and since then, no one really understand what i was saying... =) i was mumbling and to make thing worst, my tongue got ulcer. =) so i kept quiet most of the time...
and then, i met fel and zhi today and fel was like thinking something was not too right... forgot the exact words she said... but she thought that my brain was probably too busy remembering nonsensical things that i am a bit slow. dont know why also... but i guess something is not right and i havent figure out what and where it is. hmmm.
but i am quite quiet you know, i am not the one that dominates the talk unless you are close to me... =) well, that's me. somethings are better left unsaid.

on a lighter note. THERE IS LOTS OF STUFFS WAITING TO DO ONCE I FINISH EXAMS! =)
shopping for clothes
making x'mas prezzie (someone's present is very tedious to make and that person happens not to be ben. =) )
hanging out with mandy
MUST catch up with boon and jessie...
MUST meet huiwen
MUST meet chee hwee
MUST meet shouie
and of course the chalet thingy.
MUST make a trip down to Galilee centre (i should be there more often yes i know but this trip is really impt cos they sent me a birthday card and sent my heart aching for the entire day....)
well... all these in three weeks. and i am planning to cook for mommy...
this is going to be so bad...
oh and i want to learn guitar too.
cant wait for exams to be over... well fel, if you do read this, okay, i am turning up for three papers, maths, either soci or POB, econs. and that's that. the one i am not sitting i will turn up, look at the question paper, fifteen mins later, ZAO! =) simple as that.
love you guys...


oh
i havent blog for a long time and i think i was too busy trying to catch up with life.
havent been meeting ANYONE since last week...
(sorry shouie, i will meetup with you next week if i have finished my revisions or after my exams kz? -hugz-)
guess who i saw at the gym today,
JOYCE! the one who used to hang around ee han and crap! the one from npcc! my goodness, they were (yes, another girl i forgot her name.) like so shocked to see me and me vice versa!!! wow.
okay, rciy camp is on this friday!!! yay!!!
but i think i will still miss part of it as econ is too important to zao! sigh...
other than that, nah... nothing much... still trying to juggle with stuffs and lately things hasnt been going well in school, i have been freaking myself up with NONSENSE!
sigh. oh and i am so going to fail my exams too.
wait, that's not joyce or is it? hmm... is it something to do with xuan? hmmm...


i havent blog for a long time.
mainly, there aint time to think
no time to ponder...
stress have taken over my mind
what to do...
=) i have not been meeting anyone this week,
and surprisingly,
i have come across many issues that evokes my emotions.
certain things though not to my concern has offended my principles
and for that, i am deeply disturbed.
-_-



relationship is all about committment.
i agree with bro mike.
in relationship, once in a while, you would feel out of love.
once in a while, you would feel as if you hate the person.
but, we have to get over it.
it is
to choose to love our partners even though we feel like smashing their head against the wall
makes the relationship work.

a trust takes years and years to gain
yet a moment to lose.
let not lust betray our hard work
let not desire let us astray.

i know we went through so much.
so much tiff and so much disagreement
so much tears and so much ache
but we held on
and i am glad of that.
some things i learnt
is that,
everything can be alright if we want them to be
if we hold on together.


sometimes i wish i can talk to God directly.
sometimes i wish i can see His plan.



i on the com on almost every weekday. most of the time twice a day. doing what? nothing much. what a habit!
so before i start studying again... here's to wish yi and jun and huiwen all the best for GP tomorrow! JIA YOU!!!
man, i just simply cant recalled what was it like on that day... GP passage and essay questions... man, i cant remember a single thing!!! haha...