shuxian: enjoys cold minty shower in the morning, reading in the train, getting lost in daydreams, running in the open, browsing in a bookstore, having a slice of cake in the afternoon


on another note...
i think beckham was not entirely to be blame for england's defeat... yeah, he did had a 'wonderful' penalty kick but i guess everyone just has some flaws here and there.
the one to be blame is [i feel] eriksson. the game was a reflection of poor judgement, poor organisation, poor planning, wrong tactic, or watever you called it. england should have been more aggressive instead of defensive, eriksson should not have pulled out scholes and gerrard. in short, eriksson was the one who truly deserved to be blamed.
sigh... a tragic game for beckham, an even more tragic game for england, a most tragic game for its fans...


alright, it seems that all the famous and supposedly invincible football teams have been happily knocked out of Euro2004. was on my comfy chair this morning, watching the match, czech republic vs denmark when i unconciously fell asleep. darn. and my mum happily off the tv for me... and darn, i woke up at 5am, missing all the action. darn.
well, czech won, and ben must be on cloud 9.
at least he has something to be happy about... he is having his 4days field camp now... was looking for a empty can and two empty yakult bottles for his dummy grenade and smoke grenade and i told him to get a 1.5l coke bottle for a nuclear bomb instead! -grinz- in that case, all the enemy will be dead and there will be NO more camp!!! haha... silly me...
went to TTSH today for checkup and the doc told me i might have to go for mini eye surgery... sigh... we shall see if that is really necessarily anot... yeah, i am very chicken... i hate the sound 'surgery' who doesnt anyway?
tsk tsk tsk

a great match this morning but england lost... nevertheless, i like and love and support england more! if you did watch the match, you know how much effort they put in for a good fight.
let me recount... (it was damn simple)
barely 4mins into the first 45mins, the english scored their 1st goal.
then the portugese tried their very best to attack. and attack. their many attempts to score were sadly predicted by James...
and then, mins before the game ended, portugese scored!
1-1.
so they were given extra time, during that extra 30mins, portugese scored AGAIN! shit, or so i thought. 4mins before the game ended, amazingly, ENGLISH scored AGAIN! haha!
2-2.
so they went on to penalty. after five kicks, they still equalise... but portugal won at last... their goalkeeper score one for them...
-sobz- ={
one thing i realised... figo is NOT good... he kept missing free kicks... darius vassell (i so hated that man). Lousy, lousy, lousy is the only word to describe him. missed so many chances of scoring (or so i think) and in short, a loser! beckham, nothing much to say about his corner kicks which i think they were much better than portugese's what's his name. but this guy just cant take penalty. if it werent for him, england would have won.
still dont understand why the english pulled out rooney and scholes...
enuf said. england lost. ben must be gloating and gloating and happily gloating. i shall wait and see if his czechs will win. hmpf.
france vs greece tmr morning... and i want greece to win! =P

p/s: it was really an exciting game!

Germany lost to Czechs... so i lost my bet too. Damn!
but that's not really the exciting part...
the more exciting one will be happening soon...
ENGLAND vs PORTUGAL
and i seriously hope england will win!!! =}

sigh...
did household chores today... it was back breaking, necking aching kind of job and it sure hell burn a lot of calories... i mopped the living room, kitchen and dinning area... wash the toilet and bathroom... all in the morning... ate leftover dumpings for lunch, wash my clothes (yeah, decided to wash my own clothes now) hang them up to dry, then procceed on to preparing dinner for family... we have mashed potato (a success which i'm so proud of it...) stir-fried pacific dory, baked beans and salad. haha... and they all turn out to be nice looking and nice tasting food... =} (shameless huh?)

so i am all worn out. bleaaaaaaaaaah. it is only 740 and i am going to sleep now... if not how am i going to watch my soccer later?! sigh... nitez nitez!

Pssssst...
i am not (look below)

shall i gloat about it? yes, i shall.
ITALY didnt qualify for quarter finals. HAH! ben lost yet another bet.
heehee...
and denmark and sweden got thru... not a huge fan of them but, anything is better than ITALY.
huge -grinz-
up next will be England against Portugal... seriously hoping that England will win... ;)
oh and mandy called me last night! so cool... in the midst of her exams leh... (yeah, my ego got bigger from her call...) and you know what, mandy? ben wanted to know what we were talking about. but to torture him again, i just refuse to tell! haha!!!
oh, and i am dreading it... end of ST2 got this stupid social night... wonder is it formal dressing or semi formal (surely cant be casual right?)... oh and ben got some guy friends without a partner... anyone interested in going as their "girlfriend", contact me please! ;)


YEAH!!!
England got thru!!! England got thru!!!
dont why it bothers me so much but damn! it does!
haha... and it beats croatia by 4-2. ben is so going to be disappointed.
hAh!
and Germany will get into quarter finals (i hope) and win the championship!!!
i am just trying my very best to oppose ben.
so here i am to say,
czech sucks, croatia sucks, =}




my eyes are swollen. so bloody uncomfortable.
sigh... just made a trip down to ttsh eye clinic, atrium clinic and the doc's like so sneezy... numble abit here and there (dont even know what the heck she's talking) and she rushed me out of the room. so here am i, applied some silly ointment they gave me... yup, it's ointment so it is oily... my poor eyes got to suffer some discomfort... sheesh.
and mu's still not working! pissed off now...
sigh...

i cant play mu today... upgraded my game last night but then, all of a sudden i cant connect to the sever... help! no mu, no fun, no fun, no mood. sheesh...
how?
i want MU...
-sobz-

spent one hour doing this new blogskin... the pic is from mu, if you are wondering what that is, that is the muonline game. bern introduced it to me... and then one fine day, i was so bored that i tried it and ever since i have been playing it at least once a day... haha... i am on level 14 now by the way...
met up with shouie yesterday and i so thank God for meeting her... she's been great! i wont comment what happened last night but i shall let bygone be bygone. i moved over, but, shouie, thanx a bunch...
will blog again later tonight!

met up with my jc friends on wkend... and it was hell lot of fun. nice meeting all those pple... prob talk to some of them more than i did when i was in jc.
met up with shouie today (thanx for stopping by at my place, dear...) pretty scarily when this old crazy woman is following us, to be more exact, shouie. but hey, a bit of excitment wont kill us right?
going to meet huiwen and ann tmr... at least i've friends -grinz-
but
i dont feel good. something is missing in my life. i am depressed. my ego is crushed, my mood is dampened. am choosing to leave this out of the blog for the sake of pride. actually, you all should know, but i just refuse to blog it down. which also explains why i didnt blog for a few days.
sigh.
oh, one happy event is coming up though... mandy should know! the thing i told you last time... remember? about me going to be good. real damn good! haha... it will be on 11th of june! let's hope it will cheer me up a great deal. =)
right... will blog another time!

ever tried rain gazing?
it might sound lame to you but i find joy doing it.
sitting on the bed next to the opened window, staring at all those familar sceneries... at the same time, thunder deafening your ears, lightenings slashing across the sky, yet, one is so safe at home, in the bed... the smell of the rain is so nice... and no matter how hard it gets, one will always be warm and dry... i just love this rainy season, dont you?

then again and again, i have been fine even though i havent been blogging... it was nice hanging with friends when you are not working... as a result, even though i found two extremely inviting jobs, i lack of motivation to go for it... haha... and i've been munching on chips and chocolates and brownies that i spotted one new pimple today (hmmm, actually quite a few already...) whatever.