shuxian: enjoys cold minty shower in the morning, reading in the train, getting lost in daydreams, running in the open, browsing in a bookstore, having a slice of cake in the afternoon


hmmm.
not really much to blog. went for basic theory test today... alone... and guess what? i met boon there! cool! and we went for dinner together after that... think we are so stupid... before the test we were like "hey, later you let me see your ans k?" but then... when we sat down... they are all different booklets!!! haha.
oh, and one 'great' news. NUS told me this, admission denied. oh well... crap...

lazy pig, lazy pig.
sleepy pig, sleepy pig.
mommy says if i sleep somemore, i might as well get a coffin.
sigh... what to do...?
i havent studied my basic driving test which is next thursday... but dont worry, the good news is that, i LOST my entry proof or rather that green piece of paper... haha... $7 gone down the drain just like that...
lazy pig, lazy pig.
but then, i still manage to meet shouie for troy movie again.
did i mention again??? yep! i watched troy twice and i wont mind watching again. so jealous that all those old men out there got to wear skirts shorter than mine... haha, not fair at all! and brad pitt's butt is so cute. (whatever) okay lah, dont think he's that good looking but all in all, there are so many eye candies there... -drool- and know what, helen is SO ugly!!! urgh! why choose her?! she's so ugly! sigh... weird taste.
enuff said, ben is out in the tekong for field camp... and he should be out by now... and i will be meeting pz and bern for sushi later...
may be i am not entirely a
lazy pig, lazy pig.
=)

you sat in front of me, i sat behind you. my legs were pressed against your butt, there wasnt space. you got up for communion, you kicked me. you came back from communion, you sat on me. no apology, nothing.
you sat behind me, i sat in front of you. yanshun asked you to zao school. you refused. i teased you. you agreed.
you were alone, i was alone. everyone had to go home. you had no dinner, i had no dinner. you suggested pool, i suggested dinner. you watched me eat, i watched you play. you sent me home.
you stood at the bus stop, waiting for your bus. i stood beside you, sending you off. you turned to me awkwardly, and asked, " since everyone thinks that we are together, why not we get together?" i was shocked, in that seconds that follow, nodding seems to be the only thing i could do. you got on the bus that came minutes later and i went home.
you stood outside the toa payoh entertainment centre, on your way to aikido lessons. i was about to turn and walk home. you grab me and give me quick kiss and went off. my very first kiss.
you stood at my staircase. i passed you a letter and walked off. you read and you cried. i was so sad, i heard you cried. i came back to you.
you were on the phone, talking to me. i was on the phone, talking to you. you listed all my faults, i was hurt. we decided to call it an end.
you sat beside me, uncomfortably. i sat beside you, uncomfortablely. the atmosphere was strained, the feeling was strange. the econ lesson seemed so long, too long.
you ate your seafood sandwich. i ate my deli potato. you tried to act normal, i tried to remain my cool.
you wanted me. i wanted you. it took guts. it happened.
you were outside the hall, all tensed up. you were sure you wouldnt get your As for physics. i was beside you. and i was sure you would get your As. and i was right. you were happy. so happy.
you were about to leave. i was about to say goodbye. you cried, i cried. i missed you and you missed me. army was tough, without you was worst.
thanx for understanding and caring for me. thanx for putting effort into this relationship. thank you.

haha... me and my boring life... so sad...
anyway, at least i met up with bern this week for a swim... at least i met ping (later in the day, with bern) for prata... at least i'm busy making ben's prezzie now... at least... i am still alive...
seriously thinking about what course would i get into... i still havent get any letter from the uni. oh and that reminds me that i havent studied for my SATs yet and my driving test too. oh well...
oh and yesterday was 13th of May!!! haha... surprisingly me and ben 'lasted' for so long... 2 years leh... got a letter from him on wed night... and i cried... i mean, if you have been reading my blog ever since i started... you all should really know how much we have quarrelled and cried and stuff... it is really amazing that we are still together now... not that all the quarrels had died down, we still argue alot but... it's really different from those days. do i sound like a granny after 50 years of marriage? was telling mandy about that yesterday... sigh... and she made me recall how he asked me that question. sigh. unromantic old couple... yeah.
and you know what, there's a surprise coming up! haha... cant wait cant wait!!! guess i will be pretty busy this weekend... celebrating our 13th tmr, papa's b'day on sunday (fish & co, YEAH!) and psstt... i better do my prezzie now...

alright... me change the blog skin already... i know the font is abit too small... but then that's cuter right? so... enjoy squinting!!! -hugz-

alright... me change the blog skin already... i know the font is abit too small... but then that's cuter right? so... enjoy squinting!!! -hugz-

and after a half day of hard work, i forgot about my tagboard... sheesh... will put it up later tonight... sigh...

okay... due to the stupid angelfire account (dont know why the pictures cant be seen... i suppose jun is right...), so i change my blogskin AGAIN. irritating right? this time round, hopefully i get to change the picture only... anyway... i am really rotting at home... that's all i can say, that's all i have to say. yeah.

did this while looking at ping's blog... out of curosity i tried too... and some are really true... except for the last one... me attached already how to want and flirt around???



1. You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and
free.

2. In the process of courtship, the approach that would make you
feel irresistable is straight-forward, just tell you he/she
loves you.

3. The impression you would like to give to your lover is optimistic.

4. You don't like it when your partner is emotional and/or too
moody; and you don't know how to please him/her.

5. The kind of relationship you would like to build with your
partner is that both of you can talk about everything and
anything, no secret is kept.

6. You care about the society and morality, you won't do anything
wrong after marriage.

7. You always want to get married, but in fact, you don't even know
what it really is.

8. At this moment, you don't want to be tied down by a steady
relationship, you just want to flirt around.

I AM BORED!!!
someone please save me... i am super ultra mega BORED.

anyway, i hope you all like my new blogskin... i have 'stolen' fel's picture so, fel, sorry! -grinz- i wish i could have decorated the skin with more pictures but i haven designed a nice layout, yet... wanted to do the same for my ij blog but then, their tagboard configuration is killing me... so give up! (i also realised me and ben havent take photo for a very long time already... )
sigh...
oh oh oh... i have been dreaming and dreaming... there was this dream that was so real yet so unreal... it happened on sunday morning... ben supposed to arrive at my house at 715am. i was half awake then... was thinking whether should i call him anot to check if he was awake when i fell asleep unintentionally and dreamt. i dreamt that i woke up and called ben... he said he was still at home sleeping... suddenly the background very noisy... alot of kids' shouting... then, i told him he was lying... then he admitted that he was at the beach with his altarboys instead... then i said (the exact words)"you better come to my house in 5 minutes time or i'll break up with you" then he said he wasnt going to come... then i started throwing tantrum... stomping my feet. Guess what? i really kicked my bedside table! ouch... and after i woke up in pain, he called me to say he is outside my house... werid huh?
lots of dreams nowadays... think i really dreamt of everyone in my life... sheesh and they all somehow knew one another! werid, werid, werid... sigh.
okay... i will go watch friends again... the one with brad pitt, so cute! oh, and you know what, david beckham is really really really good looking... mandy, watch out for this one... was watching the tv about him and victoria last night and he's SO ...... -drooling- heck about all his affairs with other women! he's so irresistible! and he's so soft spoken... sigh... i'll stop before i go on and on about him... sheesh...