shuxian: enjoys cold minty shower in the morning, reading in the train, getting lost in daydreams, running in the open, browsing in a bookstore, having a slice of cake in the afternoon


ahuh ahuh ahuh...
yesterday was a great day... terrific!!!
ben came over at 9 and we took a cab down for a smu talk... thought the talk starts at 10:30 but alas... it was scheduled at 2:30 or sth... anyway... we lost the mood to attend the talk, went to mac to have breakfast and then we took mrt down to cine to catch a movie... think cine is getting lousy day by day... their varieties of movie are just so handful... bought the tickets for Haunted Mansion though... (it sux by the way.) and then, both of us are just so crazy... went all the way to ps to get movie tickets for untold scandal (RA) wow... ben is like "my wallet was with my girlfriend so can i show my ic later?" when the guy at the ticket booth asked for identification... (ben got NS hairstyle you see...) anyway, after we got it... we became skeptical and anxious... what if we get caught? what if they dont refund? what if they embarrass us how? anyway, we went for our haunted mansion movie first and then, when we were at ps, i tore the tickets and give it to the ticket collector. no question asked.
but i have came to conclusions that RA movies sux. they are more of naked bodies and sex than any other things... the plot is somewhat lousy... and i was totally embarrassed watching it... oh, in the movie, the guy likes to draw naked women which reminded me of titanic. how come guys always draw naked women huh? why not women draw naked guys?
maybe because men are ugly creatures and they are so ugly that they are not worth filming or being drawn. maybe...
anyway... here i am, slacking my sunday evening away... sigh...

ben POP yesterday...
i went to tekong to watch his parade... on the way, made a nice and loud conversation with his sister... ok, she was talking loudly not me (her mummy said so anyway...) was filling me in on ACS... then i thought of mandy... sigh...
anyway, we reached there about 3pm and the parade only starts at 4:20pm. so me and audrey went to explore the place... there was a number of soldiers guarding the parade square... me and audrey thought they would stop us from sneaking out... it turned out that they couldnt be bothered. so we became bolder and bolder and walked towards the S company building (ben's company) haha... only then someone shouted to us that the area was out of bound. then we went to their canteen for ice cream... and afterwards, we took a stroll at the what-audrey-called beach. sigh... the parade started about 15 mins after we went back...
anyway, when the guys marched in... i couldnt spot ben. just assumed that he was the one carrying the flag, but it turned out that he was the second last in the first row... there are 8 companies marching in... and all of them looked so puny with their helmets on.
okay, i shall skip everything to talk about when ben gets his best COMPANY recruit award! so proud of him!!!! and he looked so cute and puny (for once) heehee. haha... then they fall back. and the next time they marched out, they were just in their No. 4. and then, and then, (haha) my benben was commanding them... so cool... he got to stand in front of his company and shout. so cool. then next, we get to go down to the parade square to help him put on his cap...
only then, he told us we could actually sit at the vip seat instead of the common steps... sigh, what a waste... got comfortable seat yet we didnt know... sigh...
anyway, when the parade was over, we had reception and get to see all the big shots in the army... ahhh... and i saw khari there too... he also received prize ( but my benben still the best, he got 2 awards leh! ) heehee... and being an award winner got a lot of advantages. while people got to queue bloody long for the ferry, we dont need to! -grinz- so nice right?
okay okay, i will stop bragging...
but i am really proud of him...
i should stop already huh? =P
sigh... he is still the best ;p

okay... this fickle minded girl has changed her blogskin...
AGAIN.
sigh...


what a terrific weekend and i simply wish it aint over yet...
went to sentosa on the sat afternoon with my family... (yeah, someone went in the morning with her dogs and never invite me along! -bleah-)
i was really clumpsy... went to rent a bike... dont know why that day i simply couldnt balance myself properly... saw a labrador and i was so excited that i didnt realise that i was leaning too far left... and the next thing i knew, i was tangled up with my bike. the dog owner and his friend had to come over and help me... damn bloody bike was so heavy. well now, i got a ugly bump below my knee... hurts like hell though...
sigh...
and then i was so tired that i asked ben to attend the 10am mass instead... he came to my house so early and gave me a surprise... which deprived me of 1 and a half hour more of sleep... finally got to cathedral (on the way, i ate a muffin and ben TWO burgers! tell me abt it, of not to eat before mass... ben's theory: you cant eat one hour before communion, so the gospel and stuff before that will at least ate up 40 mins... so we can still eat 15 or 20 mins before mass... there you go... -grinz-) and i attended the archbishop's mass twice in a row!!! last sunday and this sunday... so cool!!! heehee... the mass was so grand... sang the our father in latin or whatever language it is... (err, i dont remember singing lah, but it was so grand) sigh, being silly already... then went for this australia study exhibition... not bad but sadly i am contented to study in singapore leh... cant feel excited about it... sigh...
then me and ben went to eat at ponderosa...(whatever the spelling it might be...) i was so full by the time i went out of the restaurant... me and ben lapsed into a stonning mood (both tired and full) when we went back to his house... then upon reaching there... i fell asleep on his bed almost immediately... even dreamt... so nice but abit embarrassing...
sigh... looking forward to attend ben's POP this thursday... he got the company's best recruit and best IPT sth... -grinz- heehee... i am GOING!!!
tah, that should be all for the time being...

hmmm.
my gums are aching... maybe becos i ran out of painkillers (no wonder i thought i survived...) anyway, i am taking out the stitches tomorrow... better pray that they wont hurt or else i'll die...
talked to mandy on the phone last night... it was so good to hear her laugh and i felt good making her laugh too... i really think we have a lot in common... -grinz- anyway, i am all set for some thorough bashing tmr. heehee.
oh and i downloaded this keanu reeves' the replacements divX movie... damn good and damn funny... it was an old one... probably about four years ago but you shouldnt miss it...
anyway, my life sucks now...
so nothing much to say and do... xcept to wait for ben to book out tmr. (hope he wont cheat me again!)

whoopho! my swell was almost gone! at least i didnt break any mirrors in between...
well, weekend was kind of okay... hectic... but rather memorable...
mandy called me on sat!!! which made me feel really guilty... why? cos' i also have the icc card but i never call her... and somewhat i got to end the call first cos ben was with me... yah, coming to that, that blockhead was angry cos i stayed on the phone with her for so long. i dont think half an hour was long? i think the last time she called (in the morning i remembered) we talked for an hour plus PLUS. anyway, that means i am goin to call mandy soon!
about fel's surprise... i am surprised that you still haven got the surprise yet. since it is a surprise, i cant say anything except surprise, and that made me sound stupid... well, i am, cos if not i wont be bothering to know whether she got it or not... so fel, if you got something flat and yellow, let me noe...
oh. and i dont dare to brush the two teeth next to my wound... just cant stand anymore sight of my blood. it is horrible... i survive anyway... sheesh.


alright, i am not dead, YET. been convincing myself i am going to die of blood loss or die from choking on my own blood since the operation ended.
well, the only thing i can say is, Alexandra Hospital rwaks! the service is good, the nurses and doctors are super friendly, the place is very nice though the corridors are not air conditioned... on the whole, i enjoyed being there compared to TTS.
oh well, then again, about my operation... i was really really really scared... first time in my life, i was nearly brought to tears... i got to change out everything, including underwear... and put on this robe that makes you look totally like penguin. then... i waited for another 5mins before i went into the operation room. it is the setting that is so scary... all of a sudden i blurred out... dont seem to understand what they are trying to say... pity that indian lady... she had to repeat herself four times to ask me to lay down on the bed... sheesh...
they then cover me up including my face except for this tiny hole revealing my mouth and nose...
sheesh.... the doctor numbed my left side of the face by numerous injections. and then she started the operation. she kept telling me what she was going to do ( i think she was trying to relieve my fear but that was a big mistake ) i kept squinting and peeping through that small hole to see what she was doing...and then, there came this part where she said she was going to stitch me up. i tell you, i nearly fainted... i could see the string moving, and dont know why that was so disgusting...( the string was moving in and out of my gum yet no feeling... aint that bad?) anyway... when it is over... i couldnt walk properly...
cant even speak... the whole left cheek was numb...
and then when i reached home, the wounds suddenly bled profusely. i was like sucking my own blood... nono, drinking my own blood... and when i took out the gauze, the whole piece was maroon red with dangling pieces of blood and i changed a total of five gauze, the bleeding didnt stop till 4am in the morning... worst still, about 9pm, the anaesthesia wore off... it was hell for me...
anyway, i am much better now... though the lower left cheek is so swollen (yup, and i think if i smile at my mirror, it will crack, so i aint looking at it). that's about it.

am going for my surgery in about four hours time... meanwhile, i have been eating nonstop, prata, bread, cheese, lemon puffs and now muching on my toffees...
anyway, the thing is that, i received a call from ben yesterday telling me that he is going to sign on for air force. Yup, he got selected and now they are offering the 12 year bond thingy to him, and he went for it. anyway, i got lots on my mind to tell him, hopefully everything turns out right and i am able to talk by tomorrow evening...
i also went for sakae sushi buffet yesterday. Flash my student pass and they didnt even double check. -grinz- i ate to my heart's content with chee hwee. Yipee!

well, did i mention anything about my oral surgery? it sounds serious, to me of course. you have no idea how scared i was in the room when this kind little old woman told me i need to extract ALL FOUR of my wisdom teeth. ALL FOUR you know. crazy! the two bottom teeth are growing slantedly (i invented this word) and so by right i have to get them out. but then if i dont pull out the top ones, i will be bitting into my future gums( when they replace the sickening holes... ) so there you go, four teeths gone... just like that!juuuu..st like that!
sheesh... me going back there on friday... operation starts at 3:15. how? and they warned me that my cheek will be swollen and it will be SLIGHTLY uncomfortable cos of a nerve right under that wisdom tooth ( as if i believe it is only slight discomfort, bullshit )
well, the bottom line is i better eat as much as i could now... since there should be four or five days of bleeding and pain and thus, no food. and to minimise the chances of brushing teeth which will result in pain plus blood also, i shall go on diet. no food means no brushing of teeth (my smart theory).
da-tah!
-sobz- -sobz-


hmmm... am finally back.
about the 'A's... i didnt do well, kinda expected... remember me saying about all the repeating and stuff? well, i think i dont have to repeat given that i have passed everything... but i really didnt do that well. i am not that happy even though i have expected it. you know, you just cant accept the fact that you actually did that badly. pride i guess... but hey, to console myself... when people spend three to four hours of mugging, i spend only one or two, the rest ( i am actually sitting down, but am dreaming or somewhere in the clouds) and during that period of time, i was having a bad time with ben. so... i was just wondering if ben wasnt there, would i have done better... err... that again, ben should be the excuse. just not mature enough to put things aside. huh?
now, at first i still want to go to smu but i have checked out NUS and NTU. NTU sounds interesting cos they can allow all freshmen to stay in the campus during the first year... whoopho! i kinda like that... -grinz- so... i guess i will see how during this week. i may also joing la selle... for a dipolma in fashion designing. it really sounds interesting... so i really have a lot to think about this week...

all in all, i'm pretty happy cos ben got As for physics and maths, considering that he never done a single maths tutorial in year 2 and only get down to studying ( by doing jc prelim papers ) about 1 mth before 'A's.
sigh, that marks the end of JC life, officially. what's next huh?